Skipped school today
wasn't in the mood at all
quite down I should say but I know
I shouldn't demand much
perhaps I should just be satisfied
with everything and everyday
I seems happy
I feel joy
laughter everywhere
my pain, sadness, troubles
I ain't as happy as what you think I am
was on the verge t cry out loud
thanks that someone for being there for me
sendg me t my hse downstairs and hearing me all out
reached home quite late last night
just a lil more before I could drunk myself all out
but is all worth awhile thanks for the hug
you know who you are (:
I am just another ordinary girl
who is going through ups and downs
tears is just like another breakfast, lunch and dinner
what lies beneath;
is you who I believe.


one v good qns
t say or t regret?
I choose none but t leave.
I am not up t it.

whydoifeelsouneasyorupsetwheneversthhappensisthatsththatisgonnabringsmetotheedgeoftearsorisitthestartingofthereasonofmysmileireallywonderwhatamiandwhoami,whyisitalwayssohardtosaysthandwhymusticaresomuchafterdoingwhatiknowishouldn'tbeandnotstopinsteadisthiswhatitcalledretributionnowiwondermaybeishouldjustputastoptoallthisandstartalloveragain.
If love ain't a game,
why is there players?

I just not game for it.
-the end

Posted: 11:25pm