Okay a super random one


has been talking about this topic
with some people and here it is
usually people don't tend t be w the person
whom they truely love in the first same place
is either they are shy towards the person
they don't feel love by the one they loved
or simply, they see no future in it.



She says : Hello duckie!
duckie says: heylo!
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She says : How many ex you have?
duckie says: err, 4+1+1 = 6? why?
She says : how many of which do you truely love before?
duckie says: HAHA! :D
She says : ????
duckie says: define truely? haha!
She says : love as in really love and give all out that kind of?
duckie says: hmm .. don't know? HAHA! but there's ONE TWO THREE people whom I really love and I guess that is what you meant by truely love?
She says : okay den you never get with any one of them before?
duckie says: erm, sadly nope.
She says : are they all attached?
duckie says: eh. 1, 2 and 3 are all single now haha! =D
She says : huh? you're weird.
duckie says: oh wells, what can I say or do? I am shy towards people whom I love lah.
She says : HAHAHAHAHA! you shy?! sky falls! LOL!
duckie says: everyone said the same. but when it happens, HAHA! you'll know!
She says : HA! okay we shall see [=
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One Two Three
They all left me a very beautiful memories
and I mean really sweet and nice
First ONE was love at first sight
sounds silly
indeed it's true and that is how we get close
and that is how I have my sweetest birthday
at that year :D


------ no future


The next one TWO
as I thought no one can save me out
of the shits I am in all because of A
A makes my life full of tears and sorrows
breathing difficulties and all the #$%^!@
TWO was there and the world is just so small
TWO actually knows A and vice-versa
and so time flies
without knowing I have actually
like TWO for like a year +
it is just so amazing lah and she's my happy pills :]
She taught me alot in real life and grow me up
wells, really thanks for the memories
and hope promises still holds (:


----- erm



The third one THREE
which is currently her now?
uncertaintly is what it builds up
though this feelings is going on for long?!
HAHA! short? long? =but she's gonna be that special one
and obviously she don't know
like what I said,
I'm just shy haha!
I can't certain the third person is her
but don't know why
I miss her alot full stop (:
mind ME!
MISS only ahhhhh
HAHAHAHA! :D




*Let me be the one to show you
I am the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waiting all my life
Just to be the next to be with you




-YOU can make my life worthwhile
I can make you start to smile (: