I feel so heavy

deep inside now

all I know is that

I can't afford to lose you

you

you you

just anyone.

Is this what we called still friends?

or you just wanna drift away from me?

Just let me know alright

I feel so in a difficult position

I don't know what you want anymore

ANYMORE!!!

I don't seems to UNDERSTAND you AT ALL now

I know I'm at fault

in the first place

but nobodys would want a unhappy ending

hope you are getting fine and fine-er each day

promise broken but not trust

as long as there's still trust nth can break us up.

It seems like I am refering to the both of you

but more of the another of another person

like so simliar

forever it will not come to a happy ending

either one parties must be hurt

how cruel love can gets

I am out of points now

I can't do much

I have to be committed now

erasing all this thoughts frm my mind

brain and mind-wash

I am trying hard still

everyone seems to change

I don't know is it me and you

I feel super down and heavy in heart now

don't ask me why

I'm just sprouting nonsense.

I care,

I love everyone.

Baby: we gonna last. Happy april FOOL!

sorry this morning

for those precious tears

I love you.

Silly SEXY!