Thanks for all your words
Taking every words just like a gold
deep in thoughts
Thinking of your words make me move on
stronger now
You once bring me up high high in the sky
but
we are just 2 different world
YOU have yours I have MINE!
Just a lil regret in my life
those words I wanted to say
for this 2 years
I have always kept it well
and nvr gonna say it out coz I know
I'll lose you
You'll still be my candy of the eyes
I'll still be your ice
the 2 stuffs that melts when they saw one another
no doubt
I still have a lil laid back
but I hope my words did help too
you have a cheque that wrote:

rain or shine, I'll still be there for you
coz this love in us is hard to erase
maybe I have to but there's still gonna be 0.00001 %
stained there and nobody is gonna break us apart (:
End of cheque!
For I know, you dried my tears up
and my heart wasnt a whole when we both left
is a torture
those days was hard to pass by
but still I made it through
Thinking back of those cross country day
I didnt realise the power of love was so strong till

I know I make it to some medals

I tried hard and I'm glad baby entered my life
though I know I havent been treating her 101% nice
but I know this gonna be our fantasy
Shall put all the past aside and issue baby a cheque
for a lifetime love
coz I know I fall deep this time round
Sorry for the tears and pain
I love you still
and I really don't know how's the break up came abt
maybe is just a hush remark out of anger
but hope you wouldnt repeat the same mistake again coz
with you,
I wanna spent the rest of my life. (:


Twins: I'm still having cold war w mummy. Sighs. We hardly see each others nowadays le. 2 hours a day? mayb. ya. I in my room, she in living room. This kind of life sucks big time totally. I feel so out of love. As in parent's love. Guess my eyes are red again now coz all these happenings is like a knife stabbing right through to my heart. Love life still not up to this stage of impact. Maybe so far only b.her make me feel so. We are back to the last time again. I hope this remain as now. I'm afraid. afraid I'll turn back to the past and like her w my whole heart again. I'm not firlt at all since I can love someone w my whole heart for 2years? Haha. I know you too. You have your reason for firlt too. haha. coz you let it go. Ok. what all I've said is what I wish to tell you and instead on phone I typed it here why? coz I'm losing my voice again. Sexy lil voice is back. arghhhhh! Thanks for all that you did. You are really a great company and for that I LOVE my TWINS! w a cross in my heart. forever it will be. (:




Thanks for leaving those beautiful memories
in my life
for this 2 years or so
I know what I want now
All I want is YOU!
ur SMILE I mean.
hurhur;) LOVES!


Off to bed!
Snap finger 3 times.
Lights off
Goodnight! I love everyone! (x