Ok. I just got back home from gossips partner's house.
Ohh well,
MJ that of coz
Luck aint good at first,
Keep losing
Always taking out chips and not collecting.
*grumble
I think I lost ard 10bucks at first?
Coz they played quite " big " compared to us small lil one.
So eventually, I lost.
But soon after that,
I won one round after one round.
And heys! " zhi mo " so lucky lah.
Got back quite alot?
$9.60 I think?
Ok, then lost and won again.
It's 1am plus?
and we ended the game.
Paying of money time comes!
Count , count , count!
Sth's not right.
We were given 40 bucks each and I ended up having
40 bucks? OMG!
Phew, no win no lose.
But is the time spent so is OK!
Wanted to walk back hme frm her place to mine is like 30mins walk?
and is so damn dark and scary to walk some of the places.
So lobang eddie's car and back home!
Sound and safe! (:
Just figure out, I spent $2.85 not on any stuffs.
But BUS FARE!
Ohh well, I am saving $$ now.
$12 a day
-$2 to my posb card
-$2 for bus fare
-$4 to my " hidden place "
so how much I left?
$4? ooh tell me what I can do w it?
$4 is my breakfast and lunch.
Lucky I only had brunch. (:


Pain and suffering
Is what I am going through now
I don't mind what I am going thru though
Even an empty stomach whole day?
I will just bear w it
Coz time is running out.
Nothing matters for now but you,
If it's gonna shine just that one day.
A fool, yes I am.
But this is the least I wish to do.
Just like the (big her),
I am glad.
Coz it's accomplished.
I did my very best to bring out the best in me. (:



To the world, you may be NOBODY,
But to that one person, you may be the WORLD!
This is what it keeps me going.
Just for you, you and you people.
I lost to nobody,
but myself.


* Hate me all you want,
I am a failure.
-sadness-