Is 03:09am now.
Just came out from a fresh bathe again
and here I am. (=


Ytd
Totally lost but I have to thanks her for the long msges
Ok. I am SORRY. I lie to you.
I am still wide awake when you msg me
I only have my sleep around 4plus last night
Not only her but those who msg me as well.
A big SORRY to all.
I just wanna be alone
Thanks for all the concern. (:


Early afternoon
My eyes could hardly even open
She called me
Was kind of blur-bery talk w her
But not long later I feel so awake
Reason being she confessed to me
Maybe at the wrong time?
So we continued our chat
and I think ya, is still not too late.
The confession makes me feel even lost and down.
But I am glad too. (you shld know why)
Thanks for all the laughters you bring in inside the chat
Make me feel so much better so I told her I don't feel like hanging with her if not,
I will be down again? or maybe not?
but I just wish to laugh w her on the phone as long as I can before her house phone bills bomb. =X

I make a confession
and confess everything even those lil things.
Like those who always been telling me
Put yourself in her shoes and stuffs
It just can't be forced.
I feel so guilty again
I think is my fault to cause you shed some tears
If I am not the one who ask you,
You wouldnt ended up like this.
Yes! and you are the one who always been telling me there's so many other trees for me, just 1 small tree and there's other trees like you? hurhur.
I admit you are a really nice and good tree.
But I am just not as good for anyone.
Esp. the small tree you nick that
Maybe there's someone else better for her?
Sighs.
Thanks for being there when I needed someone
Trust me ok.
You are still as important coz
you have never left my heart and I know we alwaes be
Shower all your care on me
and not love
Find someone else better like what I told you in the phone
just grab and think of no one else expect the person
Make sure you do well end of year
Anyway, I love the 2hrs chat w you.
I am still waiting to catch NC16 w you.
Ask my twins along too. =X
I'm here and always be here for you. (:
*015225


Evening time
Meet baby and twins.
Again, I am the baddie coz I didnt reply alot ppl msges
a BIG sorry again.
I am not DAO ok!
I'll get back to you people soon.
Thanks for those who called me and ask what happen
Even those who bothers to send just a short msg showing that you care and will be here for me.
People, really thanks alot
My life is great w you ppl around.
Those who couldnt get me through at 9plus
I off my phone
Don't worry I am fine.
I just hope everything'd be alright soon
Sun shine after rain. (:


Ok. I wanna complain I spent 5plus on bus today.
Is like hell loads?
I alighted at the first stop
and is like $1.05 gosh,
In all, I spent 5plus on bus fare today.
-grumble
Went over to and back home chatting. ;)


To my LOVE professor:
Professor TOH! Ok. I bluff you I am tired but I am still not sleeping.
If not, you will bug me to sleep too. Haha.
Ya, I was feeling so lost just now
But the chat w you sort of cheer me up?
And I am more clear of my direction now
Esp the R21 make me feel so awake
Came to think of it is so damn FUNNY!
I think you are just a horny dude. hurhur;)
I've got evidence bleah! =b
Yes, outing soon!
I hope I will be gg your hse to ton soon!
MJ! MJ! MJ!
clubbing!
and of coz finding of work! haha.
bus fare no cheap no cheap.
Movie somedays around this week?
NC16 one hurhur!
We no need sneak in anymore! =)
Alright, say you love me! coz she's back! =D


Ok. 4:40 am now, I'll get my ass on bed now.
Thanks MR for the acc till now
and keeping me in suspense
of dp! grumble.
Hope you like my new recommanded " robot friend ".
don't overwork and pls gt SOME slp now!
you take care alright?
and thanks for being here. (:

* I am waiting
for the day you say
you are just mine.


-I'm trying hard,
I _il_ _e_ _t _o _lo_l_
I am left with 5 more days
deep in thoughts
taking into reconsideration
confession in action
repeating of history