Here's a MESSAGE for U!


GIRLFRIEND, I'm sad.
After seeing u at lot 1 just now, I feel so down can.
I hab a very strong feeling that we will end this relationship of us soon.
Indeed, happy moments end fast.
I'm afraid, afraid u'll not care or bother about me anymore. hurhur;)
Was caught by u having a fling outside and we started to lose trust.
Now, u are mixed and I doubt u'll be leaving me soon.
Is this how we end tis relationship since we are exposed to so many ppl already!
I wonder how u feel for this relationship of us.
U lied to me just now. Though u miss call me! I'll not call back coz u promised me sth and yet u broke it heh. u nod wad I hated most and u did it. sighs.
Anyway, if someone else better than me can replace me and make you so much HAPPIER! I WILL BE GLAD! haha. sound so serious anyway, just wanna sae no matter wad, pls do spare me some time to spend with u my sweet lil GIRLFRIEND! know u'll be reading coz u told me so. And ya, u better do. About smoking dat part, ya, I'm slowly picking it up. I'm so sorry. But if u wan to LEAVE or BREAK with me coz of this. And I don't know what to say. Coz I feel . . .



Alright, seriously I'm down today. duno whie but real sad I should sae. I'm issolating myself coz I'm trying to find the reason whie I feel this way.
I'm starting to be afraid of alot of stuffs.
Is alwaes the shyness that I'm losing out to.
I need someone here for me now will you?
I doubt so.
Saw sth unpleasant abt the big.h and I don't nod is that the reason that affect the way I feel now.
Should I say, I still broad over the past? I pray not.
Is not whether I want to feel it this way or not
Is my heart that beats that send me a message.


* I'll never drop a tear for you anymore.