kiss hard and say goodbye
well well well, my sec 4 life hab finally come to an end as adressed todae =)) hmms.. every lil memories will be kept lock inside my heart. this i promise u guys. gt my folio todae was like hmms. i'm not reali satisified with my pic but sum sae i look cute though so i dun mind heh. hahas. came the most happy things is that i'm the TOP IN EMATHS in duno which yr 2003 i tink? hahas. so happie la. least i can hab a "maths" job to do. hmm.. lost of words to sae now. feeling quite sad hehs. will miss all those teachers , junior or wadeva nior in sch esp. the smile of everyone.. =))
TOP IN MY LIST!
my happy dumb -- hmm .. quite sad uh, was on the phone with eu now while typing. will not be able to see eu everyday like frm monday - friday anymore! nvr able to arrive dere punctually when eu ever need sumone. cant be alwaes dere to cheer u up. makes eu laugh with those silly actions of mine. cant hab private lil chat with eu during recess time. but nevertheless, dun allow this to stop missing me! cuz i nod i'll be missing you real loads. eu are really one of the best and best everything i have. well, i believe we have come so far now. gone through so much stuffs tgt. u let me realise hu is the most trustworthy person hu will nvr ever back up when i'm in no state. since then, u light up my life once again. w/o eu at tt point was reali lost. thou i still 've gt her at tt time but i dun wish to worry her and sorrie fer causing eu so much problems. well, r/s likewise we hab been thru the same stages in relationship but is just the different ppl we fall for. by then will also be our 1year ++ loving the person. but wadeva it is, i'll stand by eu and support eu no matter wad. as for me, is coming to an end. i'm not really holding onto her anymore. more of letting go and allowing sumone else to enter. i duno hu's the nxt person hu gonna enter my new life but i do wish for a good one so to mend back all those unhappy stuffs. and as for eu, i dun wish to sae that but hope eu will slowly forget her too! since i can do it! so will eu too? whie not? try is the best word i'll use. anyway, i'll be quite busy gg oversea and stuffs so i hope eu will take gd care of urself plently plently!! nobody will nag at eu like how i do but pls dun fall sick! promise me alrites? i'll gt a nanny to help me watch after eu heh. but dun worry, i'll try to find more time with eu when i'm back in s'pore okies. =D and also i demand a x'mas pressie frm eu! cuz i'll be bringing eu back sum stuffs again!! rmb to wait fer my botak. hahas. forget me not. lots of huggs and misses! =D <333
10th planet -- hmm .. so nxt yr will be ur batch of o level. err.. study hard ya. esp ur chem! bet i'll nvr see eu anymore or rather not so much nxt year. no more of alien disturb planet. and most of all, dun hab to help me with carrying of my books anymore. but still reali thanx alots. no more of walking out to the sch gate and taking the same bus. no more of lil short notes or rather letter i scribble to gib eu during recess. no more of hearing my voice during recess. hmm.. quite sad uh. but dun let this stop eu frm missing me coz i'll miss you still this i promise u. the cycling days, movie-ing, and gg ur hse hoping to gib eu a surprise with that stuffs i bought fer eu. bring it along with eu wherever eu go promise me. and nvr lose it. is a stuffs that will reminds eu to miss me everynow and then. wadeva it is all the lil times and memories spent with eu will be kept and lock tight. this i promise eu. and if eu ever need a pair of listening ear i'm alwaes dere fer eu. my shoulders are also open to eu if eu ever need it. lastly, pls take gd care of urself. dun hurt ur hand till xmas reaches. rmb our xmas deal alrites. i bet eu like the surprise on xmas. hopefully will bahs. =)) plently of hearrts. missed. =D
sorrie fer those i din name out. i'm like rushing out of time now! fishy is coming over to meet me and we gonna go to my mummy hse to ton dere to mug and mug and mug! hopefully i gt lots of things into my head! fishy i shall count on eu then hahas. swims swims fishy swims. i'm off to bathe now. goodnight everyone. =)) ooh ya i'll miss my WONDERS OF WONDERS! let's get down to sum business hehs. WOOLALA !! =D
* i have my happy pills today.
