was too tired to update ytd. so sick . sighs. lesson starts ad 10 todae. i was damn pai seh when i din even nod my teacher overheard wad i sae. i sae sth like i wan her to apologise to mi in front of e whole class cuz she keep on disturbing mi! and i'm serious not onli disturb! ish veri veri disturb. crazy teacher bud fun la. make e lesson so fun todae coz of mi! my name keep appearing. onli nod how to make mi malu and stuffs. e apology thingy suppose to be a joke and she overheard. she shouted and sae i'll SCOLD u more. well, she loves mi alot i bet. ta shi teng ma shi ai. and she sae to e class if one dae she die ish becos of mi. cuz i make her so depressed. din do wad she wans mi to. she quite disappointed in my performance also. i love physics bud i hate e pratical! and i love e teacher i bet those hu saw here wil cum and beat mi up. those she's nagging all e times bud she's reali gd. sumtimes ur shld appreciate e teacher in sum way or another. aniwae, was reali shock when she unrevealed her heavenly secret bout single parents stories. okies. i shall not sae here. ish quite sad larhs. but e talk she sae did motivate mi alot alot. and fer those hu nid to be motivate can cum find mi!

actually wanted to blog all e fun i had wid my animals todae bud i dun tink i can anymore. i hate crying! waste my tears. sighs. had dnt todae ad 530 was doing my work halfway den a guy offered to help mi. so i let him do cuz i'm reali reali tired. then came another guy, so e both of dem help mi. quite touch fer dat part. cuz they hab their work to do so. and e sad part ish dat one of e guy ish helping mi to drill halfway thru came a 3rd guy. he wanted to help but help in e wrong way. well, my workpiece ish gone. gone and can sae bye bye to o level. i couldn help bud went to e toilet to cry. try to cool down b4 i went back to e workshop. everyone was finding mi at e moment. asking mi wad happen. i juz turn my head away. sighs. my teacher sean jalleh knew i cried cuz my eyes was reali red. and so he help mi wif sth. reali touched. he hurt his hands coz of mi. i reali duno wad to sae. lost of words. everything ends ad 9plus. so damn freaking late and i'm stil in sch. hmm.. he send mi hme! i love him alot alot. his car was real cool. talk quite alot in his car to save e malu side of mi. bud stil i wanna sae a BIG THANKIEW to my boyfriend fer sending mi hme. and hehs. can eu stop pushing mi to others. i onli hab eu one and onli one boyfriend kies. N.A.S ish my part time bf onli. reach hme ad bout 10pm so late. i believe no sch stay longer den us. BF! I WANT TO SIT UR CAR AGAIN TMR! and pls tk good care of ur hand. and again, sorrie to cause eu miss ur dinner wid e president all cuz of us. sighs.

i can tear now when i tink of my workpiece.
i hate to cry
and i mean it
but i just cant stop myself since ish o level.

- i wish i can hug eu now as long as i can
and juz let day by day pass
7 more days to e submission.
i need help.
anyone?

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