sat was burn out for dnt! and so was sunday too. had to go back sch AGAIN to rush fer e last 4hours b4 everything ends. its all worthawhile larhs. hoping for a A2 or better A1. hoping e examiner will be kind euff not to see those mistake i make. haha. i'm hiding it well larhs. gib mi all ur luck yea;) and soon tmr will be chi prelims and i still have yet to start. forgt all e letter format and stuffs since 30 of may! sighs. nbm. i'll just study MAYBELLE's book will do. =))

* i hate myself when
i cant be so true to eu
yet afraid drifted apart frm eu
i'm jus wondering when again?

was at e workshop ytd morning. dere's this msg dat makes mi recall all our past. dere's tears in my eyes. but i hold it for not to waste any drops. was thinking if i shld delete all ur msgs and forget everything. e moment i press delete. and it pops up delete message on e right . i couldn bring myself to shift my thumb to e left so i shift right. sighs. and ya, saw my FIRST ex in e workshop todae. hmm.. abit weird weird cos was being disturb by frens everytime when we were quite close larhs. and everytime when we talk abt it, for sure my ex will pop up sumwhere and everyone started suan-ing mi making my face goes damn RED! not just e first ex.. second and third also! alwaes anyhow pop up in sch wan. grrr.. luckily they SELDOM disturb e 4th wan can redy. if not, gosh.. haha. now i still duno how we end up tgt.. seriously! lol. but i miss all e midnight chatting on phone wid eu. heys. do tag mi if eu see here. haha. 5 and 6 no coments. haha. i am keeping it well for e 7! okies. GF, eu better see it here. i'm leaving a space for eu now. haha.
she ask mi sth like.. " den whie i dun see eu falling fer mi? "
i was like err. errr.. U DIFFERENT la ! haha.
den she goes "i also treat eu veri gd wad"
me " no comments. just ha ha ha ha "
back to my first ex -- i din went out fer lunch break , rushing fer my dnt and so happie dat my mummy brought mi duck rice. smells damn nice okies! cuz i'm eating e same family of mine! haha. went up to e canteen and my ex came up too. e canteen was so empty! like onli e both of us? we were like turning our head away to avoid all those malu scene. den i started err " how come ur studies coming along so well uh? " den we sat down and chit chat alil.. how nice of *** larhs.. acc me to finish my lunch and tgt we headed back to e workshop. i pray no one had seen us. was damn malu ad e moment. haha. anyway i hugs my fuad alot alot for helping me todae.. bf since p5 till now still same class! haha. fated uh? =D

anyway, i bet all those was just puppy love ya? haha. so erase erase!
okies. 100% completely erased!
currently i hab yet to fall in love. x)

* as i thought, it was another passing infatuation *