kiss hard and say goodbye
* yawn . slept ad 2plus last niites and had to gt up ad 6 plus .. grr .. not reali in e mood to study also haa . well , lesson abit sians todae bud recess time was like hoo ! hoo !! everyone let's gt down to hoo hoo !! ahahs . ish sumone's bdae wor .. mummy !! i reali wish to hab a daddy lehs .. and hors , e daddy muz join my zoo also wan lehs cuz den hors he can feed mi leaves mahs . bleahs . i dun care even he see here i also still wan to sae !! hmms . reali can see e effort eu put in to make his bdae celebration a nice and memorable ones bud hopefully he do appreciate everythin eu did fer him and dun juz let everythin to be kept in e dark can ?? juz let him nod hu bought e cake , whie not ? ish all yer sweat and effort afterall ya ? i believe he wiiiilllll be touched one dae larhs . so yeahs , cheer up uh ? e pooh wil go find him itself larhs . dun worry hahas ! =b and hors , dun alwaes pinch my cheek can anot ?? veri pain wan eu nod .. ltr nt balance liao one side pop up den ltr cher tot i eating lollipops haa . abit -.- arhs . i nod larhs . hahas . dun disturb mi ler arhs . if not i'll anyhow help eu go find one daddy dun care can swim or jump la mayb "ong jun xiong" fit e category wor .. hahas if dun wan den hurry hurry tk e initiative !!!! 4 years ler lehs . eu still can bear arhs ?? -faints- wo yong yuan zai huo mian zhi xi ni wor !
* bu yao qing yan fa qi fou ze dui bu qi zhi ji * =D
well , well , well , went str hme afta lesson . dat's abit too guai of mi ler ehs . cant stand sia suspose ish everytime 8plus reach hme bud fer now str hme afta sch .. duno changing fer a beta or nerd !! ahahs . lol =x
*to him
hmms . now dat eu've found yer happiness ler and i'm gald to nod dat yeahs;) juz a gentle reminder dun use anyone juz to forget sumone wor . err . . juz wanna sae sorrie to eu fer avoiding eu since dat dae eu told mi dat , mayb juz too shocked larhs . nod eu cor mi umpteen times and all e msg(s) , mayb eu can sae i'm dao or sth bud dat's sumtimes onli la ish juz dat dun wish to gib eu ani hopes so eu can find a nice girl soon .. aniwae hope to catch up wif eu one dae bahs .. gees .
*him/her
knowing eu fer abt a year and plus ler ya . i nod eu are veri boring tis few days .. heard eu changing job again arhs ? hmms . how cum alwaes jump here jump dere wan ?? haa . sorrie mayb abit busy tis few days so din reply eu ya ? i nod eu 'll sae eu knew i'll sae dat again bud other den doin dat i reali duno wad to do ler cuz eu told mi sth dat reali make mi feel damn lost "wil wait fer eu afta yer o'level over" i was like stumbled . few months ltr , eu ask mi again , i feel so lost dat i've to confess to eu dat actually i did like sumone all tis while . hoping dat eu wil gib up upon hearing bud eu din grr !!! din told eu e truth becuz dun wish to fall ani longer fer e person bud guess , i did so even deeper . dat moment when yer tears roll down , i jus feel like running , running and keep running , hoping to run away frm all tis problems . i duno wad's yer feeling gonna be like afta seeing all tis bud i reali do hope eu can let mi go , jus fer tis once . find sumone beta and pls pls pls do nt use ani girls to forgt mi like eu did dat time kies .. =) bud beta still , turn str yea ? oops =x haas .
*her/her
ehs . jus gt on well wif eu beta tis few days , wel , nod eu reali hated mi lots dat time dat eu din even gib mi a chance to explain anithing and went on to do all those silly things like cutting yer wrists ?? hehs . dun be silly gal larhs . life hab to live on ya . i dare nt tel eu e reason so eu ask mi to write it down so dat eu can refer yerself ya . err . admit feelings ish dere bud sumone keep pestering mi begging mi to make eu leave mi cuz dat sumone reali reali loves eu alot and i was like as if lost in a jungle liddat no choice bud to listen , haish , bluff eu wad actually i was wid another gurl all dat ass thingy larhs . reali cant bring myself to lie to eu when yer fren told mi dat eu cried endless niight dat time . eu told mi eu cried in sch lesson time all those and blahs^3 dat moment i juz feel like telling eu e truth and everythin grr ... aniwae i may not be a good stead fer eu as eu do nod i still cant forget dat sumone . e words eu sae keep mi thinkin till now , "whie am i like sort of dumb still liking dat person even thou dat's nth i can do abt it and am i reali gg to hide it all e way ? with e character of mine i wun sae hu's e person also , so wad's e use? " it kept mi thinkin , ya , its truth bud e determination jus keep mi gg .. aniwae , so how's life fer eu now ?? ehs . juz wan to thanx eu fer all the things eu gab mi , still keeping it well dun worry uh ? ;) perhaps ? put it in tis wae , being a good buddy will be beta yeas ? promise mi dun do all sort of silly things again ler alriites?? =D
*feelings cant be forced*
*sumtimes*
*hab to let go when eu reali hab to*
*memories ish like a leaf*
*after a wind blows*
*it was wad it left behind*
*e footprints dat nvr leaves mi*
*e dumb dumb mi*
