well , i dun wish tis wil affect mi , my study and everything . i wish everything wil be over soon . i nid sum advices , i nid someone to be here fer mi now ! i jus nid a shoulder to lean on .

i hate tis , knew tis dae wuld come . everything was once said b4 bud promise was alwaes meant to be broken . yes , sumtimes everythin ish not jus wad eu see . mayb shld look things frm diff angle and accept it . i duno wad i'm sayin . i'm jus feel things aint gonna be smooth tis time round . bud one thing fer sure , i wil try to escape frm everythin if possible . can sumone jus help mi ? pull mi out frm all tis childish thing . how i wish i gonna graduate soon and gt e life out of all tis . .

i wish to leave everything as a memories now .
one and only way to prevent mi frm thinkin of eu .
and set aside all e time i had now to study .
thou gg thru a veri tough race now .
wish mi e best of luck .

-wish my hand recover soon-
thanx gina and lijun fer everything .
>niight cycling<
-one way to free my mind-
ooh ya , thanx to him too . sumone hu i might turn to next . duno ? wil see then , let's nature take its course bahs . bud reali thanx fer yer concern and everythin . touch by yer actions bud pls gib mi sumtimes . thanx . - huggs -

-troubled-pain-sad-tears- =`(